Wow I don’t even know where to start. I have not written something In here for soo long, and surprisingly so much has happened . Where to begin? Hmmm I know, Lets take it back 3 weeks ago where things started to look up for me. Ok so after my 10 day “Vacation” from work I finally go back to work and as you all know I fucking hate my job but for some kind of a miracle I actually found a reason to want to go to work. I meet someone, attraction at first sight is what I like to call it! Lol Anyway don’t get to exited my stories never have a happy ending. Lol. So here is this older very attractive guy talking to me, trying to get me caught in his sticky love trap! Lol Anyway he’s just this older bad boy type, super sweet and makes me feel loved like I’m the only woman in the room. Problem is this guy is technically still married (Separated from his wife but still married) Three kids, and 41 years old. I know what your thinking, HOLY SHIT LUISA! Lol I know but you have to understand that I have a history for falling for the wrong kind of guys. I want the impossible, what I cant have, I want the guys that don’t want me ect. The more I cant have something the more I want it & crave it. Why cant I give a nice guy a change or stop trying to start something with guys I know will never work out! Maybe I’m scared of love, scared to actually let someone love me, or worse me having to love someone. Scary I know! Lol I don’t know but whatever it is needs to stop. So back to my story, things moved way too quickly and I saw myself falling for this guys so of course I had to push him away, but it turns out he was just hurt his wife left him and he needed an escape and that escape was me. So that’s the end of my story, the always not so happily ever after. Lol But I’ve learned not to regret things cuz sometimes you have to just say fuck it, sometimes those are the best moments. Crazy how I still have the strongest craving for the worst thing for me. That’s life, eat a fucking peach cobbler and move on. So here I am once again back to square one. I’m trying to get my shit together, go to work, pay them bills and not sweat the small stuff.
Here’s a good advise; Don’t interfere in other people’s drama cuz you’ll get caught up in their bull shit too.
Well I’m fucking tired after a CRAZY weekend! Lol (No comment) So that’s all for now. Till I find time to write again at some other time. Love all you crazy fuckers who like to read my crazy stories! Lol A very tired Weezy
Good Night! xoxoxoxo
P.S. Janice that title was just for you! lol
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haha, it's been a while since I've gone on this site. Thanks for the title shout-out. You reminded me of that funny exchange... sadly enough telling the story to anyone who wasn't there just doesn't have the same effect.
ReplyDeleteAs for men...older, married men.. I'm sure you saw "the signs". We all do. It's just a matter of how much bullshit you are willing to overlook.
Obviously the guy is a scum-bag and not worth it. Don't get sucked up into obsessing with what you cannot have, he's obviously the type of man not worth having anyway.