Turning 26!

Just another blog for old time sakes!

So I'm turning 26 in a few days and like most people getting older is something I really don't look forward to. You would think life would get easier but in reality it just gets more complicated. Being a grown up sucks! I graduated college and you would think this was a big deal because I would have a better job with bigger opportunities but that hasn't happened yet. I work just to pay my school loans and endless bills. Work is the same old shit, just another broken record! I also gave up on the Idea of finding that kind of story book fairytale true love! It just doesn't exist! Looking back at everything Its not that my feelings have changed but more like I've accepted the fact that some people aren't meant to be. I wanted to be your everything, more than her your one and only. Not your last resort but the only one you saw above all, but I realized maybe I was asking for too much. So in a harsh reality I moved on. Who know's maybe its better this way! I can now love you in a different way. I cant complain about everything when I have to be grateful that I'm healthy! I have family that love me and great friends I can count on. Time is flying by so I've learned to appreciate the small things and be thankful for what I have. Next year would be here before you know it and soon I'll be 30 and buying wrinkle cream! Ahhh I don't event want to think about it! lol I'm hoping Santa brings me a sexy man to have beautiful babies with! This year will be about me and going after what I want, so lets see what this new year will bring!

In a very sleepy mood!

Weezy! xoxo