Just Like Before

What can I say that I haven’t said before? What else can I try that I haven’t tried before? What else can I make you see that you haven’t seen before? What mistakes can I avoid that I’ve made before? I don’t want you any less but time’s been cruel. I am as confused as I was a few months before. There’s nothing I want more than you. But selfishly wanting you this bad is what’s gotten me here before. I can let you into my bed at night because I can close my eyes but not my heart. I can sit here and lie to myself but at the end of the day I’m the one that ends up wanting more. What’s the point of me telling you that your that one I want when it’s gotten me nowhere before? Teach me how you do it so I don’t feel this way anymore. Show me how to walk away at night with no regard for my emotions. As much as its killing me to have you so close and not have you, I will NOT just let it be like before.


Weezy